Out of the comfort zone

I have decided to start violating my self-imposed "don't ask the teachers" rule. I need to feel that my dance has something to offer even the most advanced dancers. I asked "R" Thursday night. I could immediately tell that she accepted without great conviction. I tried to put her teacher "status" out of my mind and proceeded to give it my best. Unfortunately the floor was very crowded and I ended up bumping against one of the veteran Argentine dancers of our community (and her friend). Of course I apologised as one normally does in these circumstances, but she seemed to feel compelled to also add to the apology. That made me feel uncomfortable. She "thanked me" after one dance.
I am still glad I asked her and will continue to ask other teachers. I had vowed to do this at least once every night... but I haven't done it for two nights. I need to get back on the horse.